you know i dreamed about you.

Standing at the punch table swallowing punch
can’t pay attention to the sound of anyone
a little more stupid
a little more scared
every minute more unprepared
I made a mistake in my life today
everything I love gets lost in drawers
I want to start over, I want to be winning
way out of sync from the beginning
I wanna hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I’m very, very frightening
I’ll overdo it